{"id":848,"date":"2009-09-24T12:06:45","date_gmt":"2009-09-24T18:06:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lalato.com\/wp\/?p=848"},"modified":"2011-05-09T00:09:46","modified_gmt":"2011-05-09T06:09:46","slug":"on-choosing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.lalato.com\/blog\/2009\/09\/on-choosing\/","title":{"rendered":"On Choosing"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Today I made a choice.\u00a0 I decided to take a job at Overstock.com instead of One on One. I&#8217;m super duper excited about the new job. Who wouldn&#8217;t be. I would have been excited about either job, really. Let&#8217;s break it down a little&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Overstock offered slightly more money and better benefits. Overstock is closer to my house. The job at Overstock is a defined position within a defined department doing a defined set of tasks. There is variety there, don&#8217;t get me wrong&#8230; but the idea I&#8217;m trying get across is that it&#8217;s a job that can and has been described.<\/p>\n<p>One on One offered something a bit more amorphous. However, the offer implied growth, change, potentially greater rewards. The job at One on One is not defined&#8230; at all.\u00a0 There are certain things that need to be done and there is the promise of more to come beyond that. As you can see&#8230; the two jobs are quite different&#8230; even though there are some similarities in tasks.<\/p>\n<p>Here&#8217;s the deal&#8230;\u00a0 The job at One on One sounded very good. It sounded like it was right up my alley&#8230; so why did I balk and jump in the other direction? I had a moment to think about this because One on One called me back after I turned them down.<\/p>\n<p>The real reason I turned the offer down is uncertainty. After a lay off, the last thing you want to hear from a potential employer is that your actual job hasn&#8217;t been created yet. While the job at One on One would have likely been more rewarding overall&#8230; that level of uncertainty about what I would be doing took the shine off the whole idea.\u00a0My exact wording was a bit more diplomatic, but that was the gist.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ll be honest, if I had been living in Utah longer or if I had been coming from an existing job, I would have gone with One on One&#8230; hands down. Right now though, I need something steady and certain in my life. Sure, it&#8217;s only been a month of unemployment. But I&#8217;m a worker bee at heart. Up until this layoff, I hadn&#8217;t really been without a job since the day I turned 16. And the prospect of not having a job&#8230; well, it scared me.<\/p>\n<p>So when I was presented with this choice between two very different employers&#8230; I decided to take what appears to be the safer route. The thing is&#8230; I know it&#8217;s not really any safer. There will be challenges at the new job, there will be change, there will be growth, and there will be rewards. I know this&#8230; and yet I definitely feel like I might have let that big fish slip my grasp.<\/p>\n<p>I had this feeling before when I took the job at USA TODAY. Back then, the other job was a technical writing position vs. the more technical job at the newspaper. I always thought it was funny that I turned down a writing job to go work at a newspaper where I wouldn&#8217;t actually be writing. At any rate, I had a similar feeling back then&#8230; like I let something go that I shouldn&#8217;t have.<\/p>\n<p>After 12 years at USA TODAY though, I can honestly say I don&#8217;t regret it. I learned a lot there, I grew, I saw change on every level and ultimately it was very rewarding. I suspect the same from Overstock&#8230; and I&#8217;m really looking forward to getting back to work. Having been unemployed&#8230; I know one thing for sure. I don&#8217;t like it.<\/p>\n<p>If you haven&#8217;t heard me say it&#8230; thanks to everyone that has sent a word of support. I couldn&#8217;t have made it without you. Lots of love!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today I made a choice.\u00a0 I decided to take a job at Overstock.com instead of One on One. I&#8217;m super duper excited about the new job. Who wouldn&#8217;t be. I would have been excited about either job, really. Let&#8217;s break it down a little&#8230; Overstock offered slightly more money and better benefits. Overstock is closer&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":1297,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[16],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-848","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-work"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lalato.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/848","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lalato.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lalato.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lalato.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lalato.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=848"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/www.lalato.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/848\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1302,"href":"https:\/\/www.lalato.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/848\/revisions\/1302"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lalato.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1297"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lalato.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=848"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lalato.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=848"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lalato.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=848"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}